Assalamu'alaikum.

Dia,

Perang mulut semuanya juara.

Tidak mahu mengalah,

walau kata-kata dicampur fitnah,

walau kata-kata diputarbelit semuanya.

Dia,

Semuanya hebat belaka.

Duit dihabiskan semua.

Tak terdaya hati untuk menahan,

segala benci akan perbuatannya.

Dia,

Insan pertama yangku cinta.

Wakaka XD

Silly status on facebook -_-

Sebenarnya nak nyatakan sesuatu yang terbuku dihati.

Habis fikiran bercampur aduk dengan satu pendedahan

yang meleraikan kekusutan.

This is so shit.

Semua ini sangat taik.

Everything is a mess!

Setiap sesuatu adalah sepahan!

Hidup Jep Sepah! 

Okay. sekarang baru nampak hikmah.

Hikmah bila tak dapat pergi overseas.

Hikmah tak sambung study dekat UM.

Hikmah tak dapat join ISEP program.

Hikmah studying psychology.

Hikmah belajar di UPSI.

oh ya, kawan aku pun ada nama Hikmah.

tapi lama dah tak nampak dia.

Rezeki bukanlah hanya pada duit, tetapi jua pada lahirnya hamster yang baru.

HAMSTER AKU DAH BERANAK 6 OIIII!

Shopping.

Assalamua'laikum, peace be upon you who are reading this :D
.........

Aku        : Excuse me, kak, beg ni ada yang baru tak?

Salesgirl1 :  Takde la dik, yang tu je ada. (blah ke tempat lain)

Aku        : Takpela aku ambik yang ni je. (kataku pada member)

*Di kaunter*

Cashier    : Wo xi shua shua bla3 (cakap Mandarin dengan another salesgirl2,
                 pastu letak balik beg di tempat asal)

*The salesgirl2 yang sedang memboyot (pregnant) datang ke kaunter bersama2 beg baru*

Aku         : Eh? (pandang member sebelah)

Salesgirl2 : Cuba check.

Aku         : (checking). Oh tali (2nd tali beg) yang lagi satu takde.

*Salesgirl2 ambik tali tu dekat the display beg, dan beri pada aku*

Aku         : Ok perfect! (dan bayar)
...............

Salesgirl1 = Melayu.
Salesgirl2 = Cina.

Nampak tak perbezaannya di situ?

Make Ourselves Clear.

Assalamu'alaikum.

If we were given tests from Allah, make ourselves clear by presuming the benefits/consequences of the tests, instead of saying "I know there're reasons for this." but we actually keep regretting or even keep blaming on ourselves, endlessly.

For example, one day you got a news saying that your friend was getting married with a rich dude. And you, who still single got jealous :\ And.. started to question yourself, "Why my time has not come yet? I wish I look prettier than she is..Aaaaah. I know there's a reason why I'm still single. But what?? Why Allah gives me this kind of test?? Stressful. Bla bla bla...." Ahha. Delete all those dialogues, and start thinking positively. Replace   those words with "I know I'm not ready for this. If I so stubborn to get married with any of the men, perhaps my life would be a disaster. Allah knows I'm an immature lady and He doesn't want to burden me with all the marriage problems because He knows who I am. I know Allah saves a noble man for me to guide me and the family...."

But, what happen if one day you will get married to a man of your choice and your life is not happy as you expected? Please, return to the basic of life, Islam. Remember, Allah never puts any burden on a soul that is beyond its ability to bear. This means you know you can face the problems but you have to do the actions. Seek the solutions by referring to the expert ones. Don't keep crying or whining endlessly (it's okay to cry sometimes) and blame yourself and say "There will be no solution to this problems." Keep on trying and do not give up. Stop making any efforts only when you are dead (when the soul and the body are separated).

Ehem. What about other problems? It's okay. Grab the problems and befriend with them, and have a talk.

You : Why you are here Mr. Problems?

Mr. Problems : I didn't intend to come to you. If possible, I don't want to see you sad by having me in your   life. But, who am I to do so? Allah sent me to you just because He loves you, seriously. He wants to see, what would you do when I'm around? Will your Iman strengthen? Or you go astray from Him?

You : But why me? I hate this. I hate you.

Mr. Problems : I know. Nobody wants me. Nobody wants to be in difficulty. But, do you know? There are ease in every difficulty, and there's a partner to every created things. So, when you have found my partner, which is the solution (the opposite of me), I will be with her, and both of us will not disturb you anymore. But perhaps a little memory will stick.

So, have a STRONG faith in Allah. Try to strengthen the faith everyday, insyaAllah.

Wassalam.

Just Now.

Assalamua'alaikum.

Ramadan dah nak berakhir. Syawal nak datang dah. Perasaan itu. Hmmm.
I continue my part-time profession ; a kindergarten teacher. Fuhhh I was given 5 & 6 years old kiddies, instead of 4. Alhamdulillah quite easy to handle as most of them are brainiac, but still, lots of things to explain to their inquisitive minds. They want to know everything that they don't. That's good for their growth. It shows that the brain cells are well-functioned and keep connecting. When one day you have your own children, what you need to prepare is increase your patience level, besides those parenting skills (I think patience is included in the skills). When they ask, explain. When they keep repeating the same, be patient, and continue explaining. Scolding and cursing them (e.g : call them stupid) are not the way to shut their mouth . It is even worsen the condition, as it might hurt their emotions. They might perceive, "I don't understand, and I want to know why. But Papa becomes angry when I ask more. I should stop asking..". They are probably scared to ask any questions next time. (If you keep pissed off everytime they do so.) So, stop becoming the barrier to their growing thoughts. There are many ways in teaching children, but putting anger as the addition to build their characters is not a proper way. Be strict.

.....

Student : Teacher, what are you doing?

Me : Reading.

*silence*

Student : But why you keep quiet? You do not READ.

Me : I do. I read with my heart.

Student : *Blurry face o.o''

hehe. For them, READ means read out loud. We pronounce every word that we read. (Kids' dictionary)


Wassalam.

Haih

Assalamualaikum :)

Semua orang pernah rasa geram even dengan smallest matter. So do I.  Huahuahua. Yeah till now i think.
Sabar sabar sabar~

Pada suatu hari, saya membelek-belek pendrive saya dengan tujuan untuk delete mana-mana yang menyibuk memenuhkan space & nak print out something from it. Guess what did I found? Ada movie, video clips and entah pape lagi yang ultimately ridiculous! Terbeliak biji mata Astaghfirullahal'azim +_+ I knew they came from one of the humans who borrowed my pendrive, but I just don't know that particular person. Can you just imagine what would happen if the pendrive is passed from one person to another? (yes, ramai yang pinjam my pendrive sebab nak copy pictures,documents,etc). With 'the things' inside? EEEEEE malunya >_<

After checking all the stuffs and deleted them, I realized, kita kena berhati-hati dengan orang yang nak pinjam barang kita. All this while I just lend my stuffs without thinking of the cons, because I trust they can take care of it, like they put trust on me when I do so. Lambat sangat tersedar but however Alhamdulillah sedar sekarang daripada sedar kelak yang tak tahu bila.

Boleh aje if kita nak pinjamkan barang kepada orang lain but just beware lah. Jangan sampai jadi kedekut sudahlah :)

Tikus Saya.

Assalamualaikum :)

Update lagi. Hakhak gatal tangan nak taip pastu kecoh-kecoh dalam blog ni ha. Haritu, ada beli hamster baru. Hehehe saja nak tunjuk si debab idaman hati saya ni :)

Krohh krohhh jangan kacau saya.

Ni nama dia Gemok. Dah taktau nak bagi nama apa dah sebab hamster yang dulu semua nama dah bagi yang best. Ke aku je yang taktau nama best-best untuk si hamster ni? +_+ Takpelah. Bila kita panggil nama dia, insyaAllah dia akan seperti namanya itu suatu hari nanti. >>>>> GEMOK. Well actually he is. Dia memang bulat and tembam and debab pun. Gambar yang atas ni pun separuh daripada badan dia.

Celik seketika.

See? Nampak tak lagi half of his belly? Hikhik. Dia memang suka lepak kat situ. Muat-muat je badan dalam tu. Bila member dia lagi satu nak pass through, confirm bergaduh. Sebab Gemok ni tengah tidur, Baby (lagi sekor) nak lalu tapi tak muat. Haa lepas tu apalagi menchitchit la diorang dua ekor ni +_+

Tidur balik krohh krohhh.

Whaaat? You call me ah Wawa?

Yayyyhayyy freedom X)

Okay ni mak hamster mana yang sesat ni -_-

baby girl :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Alhamdulillah kakak kesayangan sudah melahirkan anak pada 26hb Jun itu hari. It's a girl :D

Tadaaa :D

Masa tu pukul 11.30 pagi tiba-tiba ayah call, cakap pergi siap cepat sebab nak pergi hospital Along dah deliver. Dengan malasnya pergi la mandi siap apa sume. Tup tup tup gerak pergi hospital pukul 3.30 petang +_+ Sampai-sampai je ibu, makteh, nasy, wan, abang malee and akmal dah ada kat sana.

Tudiaa si Akmal, yakni abang kepada baby ni. Dia dok sibuk nak ambil gambar jugak guna handphone daddy dia. Nampak gaya macam nak ambil gambar atuk dia pegang baby, sekali dia ambil gambar baby aje.  =_=

Ayah with Akmal, watching cartoon on disneychannel. 

Alhamdulillah dah dapat 2 orang anak buah heeee sukanya sukanya! X) Lepas ni boleh lah main masak-masak, barbie dolls dengan baby girl tu. Yela, I kan mana ada adik perempuan so segala jadah barbie doll polly pocket rumah-rumah playdohdoh apantah lagi tu boleh la I pass dekat baby girl ni. (Asyik sebut baby girl je sebab takde nama lagi). 

hewhew honeydew.

wassalam.

Jimatkan duit

Assalamualaikum.

hua hua hua huaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (senaman mulut)
aipp cuti 2 bulan setengah ni nak buat apa haa +_+
weekends sangat full dengan segala gathering bagai.
nak continue kerja as a kindergarten teacher pun best jugak but i'm not fully ready physically and mentally.
lepak-lepas kat rumah habiskan bogheh yo.
nak selak-selak buku pelajaran uuuumangai berat tangan untuk menyelak berat lagi mata untuk menatap.
(kes malas tahap melampau)

takkan duduk rumah ni habiskan duit aje. income apa pun tak masuk.
terasa nak gain money macam dulu la. rasa puas guna duit hasil titik peluh sendiri.
tapi bila dah habis menyesal tak sudah +_+

oh ya. last night and last last last night, aku ada usha-usha online shopping yang sememangnya diharamkan untuk aku sebab nanti bila dah pandang confirm nak nak nak punyalah sampai basah wallet aku sebab terkena air mata penyesalan.
everytime aku go through pages of clothes mesti terdetik satu dialog dalam hati dan minda, which is,
"aaaaaaaaa nak kahwin dengan lelaki yang ada duit berkepuk-kepuk nanti boleh sesuka hati laki aku nak shopping itu ini".

sampaikan malam tadi aku boleh termimpi-mimpi pergi mall, shopping baju banyak gila sampai assistant yang pegang shopping bags pun tak larat dah. This is one of the women's stereotypes : love shopping. Kalau pergi mana-mana sure nak beli something. Tak kisah la apa pun asalkan BELI.

Tapi wanita diberi kekuatan untuk lakukan ini semua. Diorang tak rasa penat untuk berjalan-jalan even though it is a window shopping. Bila pergi mall je, rasa nak singgah semua kedai yang ada dari tingkat satu sampai tingkat yang dah takde tingkat. Kalau boleh taknak satu kedai pun left out. Kadar jalan kaki menjelajah dari kedai ke kedai selama 3jam ibarat kadar seorang manusia (tak kira laki ke perempuan) berlumba jalan kaki sejauh 8kilometer. Ha kau. Sihat jantung kalau camni!

Itu fakta aku sendiri. hakhak.

Pesanan untuk aku dan anda semua,

Cubalah menggunakan duit dengan betul.  Boleh aje if nak shopping. Asalkan keperluan hidup tak diabaikan. Duit sendiri, pandai-pandai la guna. kihkihkih Fikir apa yang diperlukan atau tak. Almari tu dah penuh dengan segala baju yang dah boleh menutup aurat. Tak payah la nak baju baru sangat ke hapa. (Unless baju uolls semua baby-T aje and taktau nak keluar rumah pakai apa) Asalkan dah boleh menutup aurat. Simpan je duit tu untuk your future rumahtangga ke, vacation ke, belanja sekolah anak-anak ke, beli kereta baru ke, sedekah ke, beli hamster baru ke :P


Okay peace yaww.
Selamat menjimatkan duit!

entah, ibarat aku tidak punyai apa-apa.
apa-apa yang hendak dikatakan.
apa-apa yang hendak diketawakan.
apa-apa yang hendak diolahkan.

bingung, melihat hari ini.
menatapi segala lepasan hari.
tanpa memikirkan ada yang lebih indah menanti.

the consequences of my past, never thought about it before, and realizing it few months before enrolling in UPSI. got it? sure not. Lots of questions, and the answers? Only Allah knows everthing, indeed. However, I still intend to search inside out what's the matter with me? what's wrong being here and be special? Please, I thought about this before, and still, no answer.

ha ha ha.